Weather storm....

Driving home from the club and enjoying Massive Attack (weather storm http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hc7sJ-SItSY), it conveniently rains. I like driving late night in the rain, the roads are open and free and bunch of street lights flash yellow or green. Its like a private party ha ha. Not sure why I just laughed at this. Not sure about many things I do lately... hm i wonder at what point in all of this I ceased to care... There seems not the proof to the benefit of the contrary.... I am tired, as usual, about to crash... Tonight an underage girl tried to come, and i recognized her since I let her in once because she was nice and honest and did not treat my rejection with retardation. So i told her not to come any more until she becomes legal bla bla, but i still let her in that one time. So, she came down tonight and totally tried to pull the fake id on me again... (how stupid). So, i let her do her speech about an id (its a norwegian id?!), and toldl her : "Didnt we agree you will come WHEN you grow up?" And she pretended not to know me, and still stick to her story even after I even told her I know her and her id already... Stupid girl, if she was honest again i would let her in... No matter how hard I tried I was unable to instill that in countless underaged women of this city.... I most definately will not be missed one day....